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ThoUghTs

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Where are you now?
Where have you been?
How have you been?
Are you back now,
Or still searching for nothing?
Why does it have to end?
When is it going to end?
What’s it going to be like?
Will it be better?
Will it be worse?
Tell me now,
Tell me how,
So I can get on with my life.

Your face I can barely make out
But I know it’s you
It’s always you
No matter in what form
You’re the air that suffocates me
You’re the sun that burns me
You’re the water that drowns me
You’re the soil that keeps me buried
Buried deep down
Under the cold damp everything

You took me out of the blankness
And brought me to the world
The place filled with things
So many things, I don’t know where to start
Don’t know which way to go first
So I just stand here
Still waiting for you to come back
To show me the way

But I’ve been waiting for so long
And still I see no you
I hear you
I feel your presence
But I can’t see you standing here
Not in front of me
Not behind me
Not by my sides
Cause when I turn around you’re nowhere

So what am I to do o wise one?
Why did you bring me here leaving nothing
Only patches of clues that don’t make sense
And I can’t make out what you want
They can’t make out what you want
They’re tired of it and so am I
But it’s not their problem, it’s mine
So I have to climb over the wall
But I keep on falling off right before I get to the top
I’d get a glimpse of the grass on the other side
They were greener
But then I’d slip and fall onto the same old damp grass

Why o why?
How long to go?
How much time left?
2 hours?
11 days?
23 weeks?
54 months?
1024 years?
Time…
I need no time
Just put me in a box
Where I belong to
Your old toy with colours that has faded
Because you love me no more
no
no more…
life use to hates me so much.

and i hated it back.





this was originally in scraps, but she told me this is the best I've done. so it's out of the dump now.
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